I was born in 2003 febuary in a small town of less than 10,000 people these days. I was born with a lung desease, but luckily months of feeding a baby anti-biotics, I lived.
I was rarely speaking, most likely cause I didn't have siblings or that many young relatives that I could commune frequently. My parents put me in kindergarten finally, however fearing I might turn out too anxious and agressive, hostile towards others.
Spoiler alert: I had relatively lot of fun in kindergarten. Sure, I put one kid in emergency care after he asked me to drop kick him and I also got into emergency care, after a fucker put me under one of those wooden horses. I still have the scar.

In school I was also fine-ish in the beginings: I spent a lot of time playing with the boys and the tomboys of the class. We usually pretended that we were a polycule parents of multiple Bakugans... and sometimes other more normal stuff, like making planes out of any small object and hitting big towers with it.
I WAS BORN IN 2003 AND LIVE IN HUNGARY! I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT 9/11, OKAY?
People started to bully me, so I attended a Christian school since the age of 12 till 18 (middle school and high school basically). That's where I met my first queer friends or just mutuals: the transmasc creature, the pan non-binary fucker, an intersex fuckboy and the gay guy who's closet was made of glass (even his cousin in one christian camp asked if I knew he was gay). And many girls who were enjoying slut life. Avarage christian school experience.

My queer journey began multiple times:
*first when I didn't want to be a wife when playing pretend in kindergarten
*when I hated and cried when my body started changes at the age of 9
*when I got bullied for being "not girl like" both at home and school
*when I got my first period
*when I thought it was normal to hate being a woman
*when I realized I don't really care about stupid labels, but everyone else fucking does, so fuck em and me too I guess
*and many more...But I guess I got more into it when I was around 16 and started to question if I only like men, and if I am a girl at all. Answers: I mean yeah, women are cool, but meh, and no, I am not a girl, not a woman and I personally think it is a sin, and mean and miscrediting to call me a woman, not cause of my personal "delusions" but because there are people out there enjoying and thriving in girl- and womanhood and it would be kinda fucked to put them in the same box as I am in.

I started to experience with labels, eventho I hated them after I turned 18 and started college (spoiler: I am a drop out). My ex, who broke up with me recently back then did not really liked the idea of his first girlfriend turning out to be a queer, so he tried everything in his power to stop me, but nah, you can't.
I think I was more free to express myself the past year since I broke my ties with anything that held me back.

In 2024 september I started to get more active on social media, especially queer discord servers, circles.
One of them is infamous to me, it's called "Transzcafé". And just to be clear, I think it's an alright server, with alright people. They just really hate men or men-aligned people or fems who don't act feminine enough. And I hope that changed since, but I had to write this down here, so I don't have to sit down and tell the story of how I got called a pedo when I was trying to defend the server from one-two.Currently I am working on my personal things, my projects and trying to get my life together. I have 2 girlfriends, and we are in a polyamorous relationship.

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